Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity
Ok for real! I can’t bear to dance in front of people because ive been made to feel so ashamed of how my body moves. Sometimes I’ll tell thin people this and they’re so shocked and sad and I’m just like, this has been my life since I was a little kid, being hypervigilant of how others will perceive my every movement!!!!!
(Source : erevshelshoshanim, via dratinee)
